stressed out ~ wants to be cared....
Sunday, March 14, 2010
6:12 AM

hellos :) finally can post lo! :) recently gt parent meeting... sianz... y i score so high? my target scores for all subjects are A1s eh! siao! no wonder my EPI -4.22... sianz... recent chem test gt 2/20 eh! 1st time gt so low for any test... D: haiis... so much stress to handle these days... :( 1st: parents scolding and naging... :( 2nd: such high target scores... 3rd: guides camp... cancelled... D: crap... 4th: relationship prob.... cried many times... heard rachel say if u cry for so many times, u cry until there's no more tears... den ur blood will replace it... /: eww... disgusting.. :( wad to do have so many things at had to worry and care about how to get good grades? :( nvr mind la... i'll try my best next time... if there is a next time... anyway sports day is coming... hopefully i can use some of the cheerleading paint to paint the diff houses on my face! ;D hmm... i wish i had more $$ den can gt things that i wannn... my bag is gettin dirty... D: and many things :) see you on tues orange juice~ ! get well soon! ;D finally can gt things i wann alr! but not all... nvm.. :) byes~ :D
it feels like i keep on giving and i dunn gt anything back....
i noe u have someone u deeply love and treasure... but i jus cunt let u go....
i tried to force myself to delete everything about u but i just cunt do it...
now i cunt do anything but miss u... its the holidays... i'm sure u're glad u cunt see me...
but its just the opp for me... i have even tot of jumping down of a building many times...
i wished u loved me.... if i had a choice between breathing and loving u, i would save my last breath to say "i love you"..... imy...
MY EVERYDAY NEED`