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hellos ;) am bored.... hate doing hmwrk... so sucky... haiis the only holiday hmwrk i enjoy doing is lit! cus can use facebook to do :) den oso can practice acting! finally! :) i tink i'll probably be acting as Vinod, a guy that has bipolar... jus like Riz lo... bcus i have short hair then they ask me bcum a guy... cheryl ho is a better choice... :) but i tink if she act as Emily Gan better! bcus aft watching the video on "off centre" i know that Emily Gan will say"okay!" suddenly without warning! hahas :) very funny! :) but i dunn mind acting as a mental patient once in a wwhile... bcus i wann to try acting in all walks of life to improve my acting skills :D although i dunn wann to bcum an actress.. cus very stressful and also gt a lot of rumours will spread so no... D: anyway, i've started on my physics peer tutoring worksheet... but haven finish yet... D: nvm... let's talk about something else... many ccas are having their camps this holiday but mine kanna cancelled due to some financial problems... nvm la... den mon-wed, gt 2 star kayaking for ppl hu joined, and puma cheerleading heard from my friend... i heard this yr's cougar cheerleading will not be doing well for this yr as there are lesser pretty girls joining as the pretty ones have left... then this thurs gt phy tutorial... D: den aft which i gt tuition but my class wants to go to seoul garden for their lunch!! :0 tats abt it folks....

wad r u doing? :) i dunn like to hang on but i just cunt let go... can u give me a reason why u dunn like me? or why u are not moved by what i've done? D: nvm.... just wish u and ur gf a happily ever after and i wish myself a happily nvr aft...  i feels like i'm in a dream bcus all that i wish to happen was all fake.... bcus when i wake you are w ur gf and i'm sitting alone in a quiet spot crying and hoping that the days will get better...
 

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hellos :) finally can post lo! :) recently gt parent meeting... sianz... y i score so high? my target scores for all subjects are A1s eh! siao! no wonder my EPI -4.22... sianz... recent chem test gt 2/20 eh! 1st time gt so low for any test... D: haiis... so much stress to handle these days... :( 1st: parents scolding and naging... :( 2nd: such high target scores... 3rd: guides camp... cancelled... D: crap... 4th: relationship prob.... cried many times... heard rachel say if u cry for so many times, u cry until there's no more tears... den ur blood will replace it... /: eww... disgusting.. :( wad to do have so many things at had to worry and care about how to get good grades? :( nvr mind la... i'll try my best next time... if there is a next time... anyway sports day is coming... hopefully i can use some of the cheerleading paint to paint the diff houses on my face! ;D hmm... i wish i had more $$ den can gt things that i wannn... my bag is gettin dirty... D: and many things :) see you on tues orange juice~ ! get well soon! ;D finally can gt things i wann alr! but not all... nvm.. :) byes~ :D

it feels like i keep on giving and i dunn gt anything back....
i noe u have someone u deeply love and treasure... but i jus cunt let u go.... 
i tried to force myself to delete everything about u but i just cunt do it... 
now i cunt do anything but miss u... its the holidays... i'm sure u're glad u cunt see me...
but its just the opp for me... i have even tot of jumping down of a building many times...
i wished u loved me.... if i had a choice between breathing and loving u, i would save my last breath to say "i love you"..... imy... 

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hiias, this whole week is damn damn tiring... i need a break...
to drink milo, eat tea... (jk...) just need take a breath... I'm dying alr... :(
have been super super tired these days...
troubling over a lot of things...
& cried for many times a week....
I hate school...
everyday gt homework...
everyday gt test...
everyday must stay back...
WANT TO KILL ME AAH? D:
at times, i wish i was dead...
by just simply standing in the middle of a big road and wait for a
SPEEDING CAR to run past me...
i wish it was a police car... hahas :) but speeding car gt more effect :)
haiis...
BREAK PLS!!!!!!!!!!!
*teeeeeeee.....*(dead)
i wish people could be more understanding these days...
seriously... i have to worry about almost everything in the world...
thank you miranda for making me laughs :)
am still feeling dead...
i noe i'm not as smart as some...
not as pretty as many...
not even cute...
definitely not petite...
but i will treat you 100X better anyone in this world....
I'm not asking a lot...
just a little more care & concern for me & that will be enough...
okay gtg lerhs
byebye :) (trying to go online as many times as poss) :)

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These days I dunn gt the amount of sleep that i deserve... :( even if i fall asleep, i will still wake up in the middle of the nite even though i feel super super TIRED!!!!!!!!! D: haiis.... many many events are creeping up unknowingly... this is definitely not a good thing... :( tests are jus a week or 2 away... cross-country, sports day, total defence day, friendship day, peer tutoring.... plus everyday's math hmwrk.... it sjus not doing well for me... :( i kept on dozing off when i went home yesterday due to the cip trip to doverpark hospice... :( all the activities we planned were ruined... :( haiis... but at least gt to wash ambulance! :) so fun lors. :) hehe :) rachel & grace sprayed the ambulance full- blast that even i behind the ambulance have gotten wet... :( but it was super fun & funny! :) hahas :) i wann to go again! can also gt more cip points mahs! :D okay gtg a lot of hmwrk! byes :D
hoping for a better tomorrow! :D

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bye bye... :(

Friday, December 11, 2009

2:22 AM

hey ppl, (wads wrong w the blog?) anyway, i had a farewell dinner for the senior guides :)
its @ mayfair condo... ( those hu stay near there shld now), ya... we bought "bread" for our seniors...
hahas :) Very sad... only 7 ppl went dare... the only sec 3 guide hu went dare was ME! ya...
all the sec2s came :D no sec1s... there were 3 seniors that came! farewell dinner! :) i really appreciate it! :D > ooh ya i 4gt to metion that it was a bbq dinner...
(sry seniors for helping us start the fire...) sorry... :(
Rachel, her bro, her cousin & friends came for the bbq too! :D so more ppl can help finish the food! :)
yup :) took some photos & stuff :D but will upload it nxt time! :D hehe :p
our seniors even bought for us too! :D :)
its suppose to be us giving gifts to u guys :) hope u like the "bread"
does it taste nice? hehe :P our pen no ink... so cunt write any best wishes for u guys...
sorry :'(


hmmm... these days my dad has been very angry w my bro & i... D: always bcus of little things, he will start
to scold us.... very crazy these days... D: ya well, so we decided not to talk too much in front of him...
:( dunno wad happen to him... last time during the holidays he will treat us well
bjut this time dunno y keep on scolding us... probably cus of my bro's results... :( worse then mine...
thus nt happy... :( even today, both my bro & i woke up late, he will start to scold us....
saying that we are going to have BRUNCH...(having a meal that is between breakfast & lunch) haiis felt terrible...
D: well there's nothing we can do to change his mind... :(
everyday, he'll ask us if we have done our homewrk or nt, or why are we watching tv for so long... so on & so forth... very noisy eh he... :( forgt it i dunn wann to talk abt my dad anymore... :(

recently i had this "activity day" went to sch tried out activities that the junior alumni planned for the sec 1 camp... had a lot fun! :D i wished i had volunteered myself for being a class facilitator... D: anyway, if cunt den i become a facil for the activities lor :D i will be looking forward to the campfire! i love campfires!!! can Sing, dance, laugh, cheer & have fun! :D yeah! :D hope my bro will go into the same sch as me! :) but i wont be able to take care of him during the camp... cus i'm not a class facil so no chance... :( hopefully his class facil will help me take care of him... :) hehe :P

1 last thing b4 i leave :(
i'll be going malaysia for 5 days 4 nites :D so no more blog posts till aft... D:

ya... hope that u guys wont miss me... hahas :D jk... :D byes! :D zai jian lo :)

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Happy wedding to my cousin & his beautiful bride! Best wishes from me! :D

Wednesday, December 2, 2009

8:16 PM

the bride & the bridegroom! :D so sweet!

this my cousin, his wife, & his immediate family! :D

another pic @ the wedding :D

this is the bride & mmy cousin! :D

hey ppl! sorry for nt updating my blog for a long time :) Have not been feeling very well these days... :( I feel really terrble! it feels like i'm living in living hell! D: but i'm recovering alr :) ooh on the 30th dec my cousin just gt married! I attended his "zheng cha ceremony & wedding dinner" :D waa the bride is SUPER GORGEOUS! my cousin looks funny :D hehe :) bcus everytime i go & visit him, he always wear specs... but now no specs... so very funny :D hahas :) but i saw the wedding pics @ the wedding dinner! very nice! :D both of them look very SWEET together! :D I realised that his wife stays @ bukitbatok eh! :D cool! :) they are such a lovely couple! :D i still rmb the video in which he had to carry his wife on to his bed (still in wedding gown) hahas :D very funny eh... he jus drop her on to his bed... I bet her back will be very pain ba... but she doesnt really mind cus she is very caring! LD thats wad her bridesmaid said! :D she also said that they "killed a chicken or 2" hahas :D this is bcus they were playing erhu together :) thus very noisy :) gt complains from her neighbours & family members :) hahas :D
gtg le byes will try to update asap again! :D byes!

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tumbling on boredom...

Wednesday, November 11, 2009

1:46 AM

hello ppl! i went to do volunteer work @ science centre! Waa so many ppl go do lors... MOST of them were from Dunearn... :D
There were bella & friends, me & rachel, nevin, isaac & justin...
a nerd from RI... a girl from NUS (secondary, jc) & i think 2 girls from beatty sec... :)

All of us went to Mac to have lunch cus gt $5 mac voucher free.... den all of us were like squabbling over the monopoly game coupons... especially isaac... so kia su eh he... can become auntie lucy le... hahas :) sadly the ones that i gt were e ones that i have alr... :( so gt TOO MANY extra coupons...

ooh ya, when all of us were at the volunteer room, nevin took a $10 mac voucher... den during lunch time, he called timothy to come... so they both used up the $10 mac vouchers together... hahas :)

when we were doing our volunteer work, both rachel & i were scolded by the volunteer(the adult)... say we dunn look interested or something liddat.... anyway, thats abt it... very bored now... studied... very boring... :( but tmr going east coast park! :) yeah! finally i'm out again! :) gtg now byes! :)

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