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another sad day passing by....

Sunday, March 14, 2010

11:59 PM

hellos ;) am bored.... hate doing hmwrk... so sucky... haiis the only holiday hmwrk i enjoy doing is lit! cus can use facebook to do :) den oso can practice acting! finally! :) i tink i'll probably be acting as Vinod, a guy that has bipolar... jus like Riz lo... bcus i have short hair then they ask me bcum a guy... cheryl ho is a better choice... :) but i tink if she act as Emily Gan better! bcus aft watching the video on "off centre" i know that Emily Gan will say"okay!" suddenly without warning! hahas :) very funny! :) but i dunn mind acting as a mental patient once in a wwhile... bcus i wann to try acting in all walks of life to improve my acting skills :D although i dunn wann to bcum an actress.. cus very stressful and also gt a lot of rumours will spread so no... D: anyway, i've started on my physics peer tutoring worksheet... but haven finish yet... D: nvm... let's talk about something else... many ccas are having their camps this holiday but mine kanna cancelled due to some financial problems... nvm la... den mon-wed, gt 2 star kayaking for ppl hu joined, and puma cheerleading heard from my friend... i heard this yr's cougar cheerleading will not be doing well for this yr as there are lesser pretty girls joining as the pretty ones have left... then this thurs gt phy tutorial... D: den aft which i gt tuition but my class wants to go to seoul garden for their lunch!! :0 tats abt it folks....

wad r u doing? :) i dunn like to hang on but i just cunt let go... can u give me a reason why u dunn like me? or why u are not moved by what i've done? D: nvm.... just wish u and ur gf a happily ever after and i wish myself a happily nvr aft... i feels like i'm in a dream bcus all that i wish to happen was all fake.... bcus when i wake you are w ur gf and i'm sitting alone in a quiet spot crying and hoping that the days will get better...

MY EVERYDAY NEED`

stressed out ~ wants to be cared....

6:12 AM

hellos :) finally can post lo! :) recently gt parent meeting... sianz... y i score so high? my target scores for all subjects are A1s eh! siao! no wonder my EPI -4.22... sianz... recent chem test gt 2/20 eh! 1st time gt so low for any test... D: haiis... so much stress to handle these days... :( 1st: parents scolding and naging... :( 2nd: such high target scores... 3rd: guides camp... cancelled... D: crap... 4th: relationship prob.... cried many times... heard rachel say if u cry for so many times, u cry until there's no more tears... den ur blood will replace it... /: eww... disgusting.. :( wad to do have so many things at had to worry and care about how to get good grades? :( nvr mind la... i'll try my best next time... if there is a next time... anyway sports day is coming... hopefully i can use some of the cheerleading paint to paint the diff houses on my face! ;D hmm... i wish i had more $$ den can gt things that i wannn... my bag is gettin dirty... D: and many things :) see you on tues orange juice~ ! get well soon! ;D finally can gt things i wann alr! but not all... nvm.. :) byes~ :D

it feels like i keep on giving and i dunn gt anything back....
i noe u have someone u deeply love and treasure... but i jus cunt let u go....
i tried to force myself to delete everything about u but i just cunt do it...
now i cunt do anything but miss u... its the holidays... i'm sure u're glad u cunt see me...
but its just the opp for me... i have even tot of jumping down of a building many times...
i wished u loved me.... if i had a choice between breathing and loving u, i would save my last breath to say "i love you"..... imy...

MY EVERYDAY NEED`